|Even as an infant, he would put his hand on mine like this. LOVE!!|
Before him I didn't know that I would agonize over decisions that affect his little world like preschool, daycare, kindergarden....oh my! That sends me into panic mode just thinking about it!
Before him I didn't know how much fun it would be to play with cars or trucks or anything "boy". I didn't know that I would laugh at gross boy words like "poop" simply because his laugh was infectious. (It is not ladylike to talk about bodily functions...but for him I will make an exception.)
Before him I liked to have my space. Now I will take every hug, snuggle and cuddle that I can get! Even if these means that he climbs in my bed every night or at some unknown early morning hour and I end up with his feet on me!
Before him I didn't realize how important every tradition was and how I would want to start a bajillion new traditions for our family and how I would want to make every new experience special.
Before him I had no idea what the world of little boys was like. In a house of girls, everything was pretty and pink when I was growing up. My world was full of blue when he came around.
Before him I had no idea how much I would love having my little man with me! I had no idea how much fun little boys were. I had no idea that he truly would be a dream come true!