Now that our family is complete and we have been blessed to become parents to two beautiful babies, it is funny to look at how our family came to be. I am such a planner and nothing about our story was planned by me. I have no doubt that God had planned this and I believe that the way He brought Gus into our life was absolutely perfect! I had about four months to prepare for his arrival. I had a chance to wrap my head around it. I had a chance to create a beautiful nursery and to fill it with everything baby! I had a chance to fill the dressers and closet with an excessive amount of clothing. I had a chance to rearrange it and reorganized it a plethora of times. I had a chance to go to the remainder of the doctors appointments with J. I had the chance to be in the delivery room when Gus took his first breath! I had a chance to be ready!
I had no idea that I would never be ready enough! How do you get ready for a pair of beautiful eyes to stare back at you with all of the trust in the world? How do you get ready to discover that this beautiful little one has a nose just like yours and their is no scientific reason as to why? How do you get ready for your heartstrings to be yanked so hard that you can barely breathe? How do you possibly get ready for the best adventure in the world? I thought I was ready. Ready or not....this little man captured my heart instantly and continues to do so over and over again every day of his little life!
I had no idea on that snowy day in January of 2009, that my whole world would be changed with a simple phone call....but I am so happy that it did!
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