Christmas 2008 was a very difficult time for me. My Papa had just passed away the week before and I missed him terribly. And all I wanted for Christmas was to be a mom...and that wasn't happening. Little did I know that a month later I would find out about the baby that was going to entering our family! This year I feel so incredibly blessed to have Gus in my life. I am such a lucky lady!! In previous years, I knew exactly what I wanted for Christmas. This year I already had everything I need and want and he is such a precious little boy!